Hello woderful people and readers of Dreaming With Open Eyes
I went on a blogging break because of my final exams to complete my media designer apprenticeship. During my preperation for the exams a few unexpected things happend which completely pulled the rug out from under my feet. I'm not sure if this is the right place to share this with you but I thought a long time about this. I think I can tell you what happend in the past weeks because you all are a wonderful understanding and supportive community. I'm not much going into detail. It's about a mothers health condition. My mother has been fighting cancer for the last fifteen years (diagnosed with breast cancer twice). She was always strong and a fighter, so she won this fight every time. With the years her condition became better and better and she had no more carcinogen in her body. A few months ago she had to do new tests. The results came in, and I'm saddened to tell that my mom has been diagnosed with cancer again. They found metastases on her spine and rips. From the present point of view, there are lukily good news to tell. The doctors have hope that they can get in under control with a hormones therapy. For now, we hope for the best. I know she is strong, she will make it through another time. All of this happened just a few weeks before my final exams. I was shattered and I couldn’t concentrate on my studying anymore, at least not as much as originally I planned. Therefore the exams didn’t go so well as I hoped. I’ve written eight written exams in total. Some went really well and some were a disaster. I hope it will be enough to make it through and pass it in the end. The exams are not completely over yet. A practical exam in July is still a head of me. At the end of July I'll receive my official results. Cross your fingers!
